ahhh for once i've had a nice quiet peaceful wkend =) Unfortunately i didn't sign up in time for the City to Surf bcos entries close 1 wk prior to the event. Boo. Before i decided to sign up and then i found out it was 40 something bucks so im ahh stuff that. After a LONG time when i did re-consider it i realized its tax deductable!! but noooo by that time it was too late!!!! ahhh at least i know when NOT to sign up next year! =) *sigh* o well

nyhow not much happened this wkend. Basically i stayed at home and ooo!!! i FINALLY!! finished watching Heart of Greed! ahhh its such an emotional tvb series TT i have shedded too many tears for that series. Whats worse was that i rewatched the very last episiode and i cried just as much as the first time i watched that exact same episiode! ahhh like i said before, it is one emotional series!!!

What else, oh yeah i went wardrobe shopping today =D i found my beloved wardrobe!!! basically i chose a basic wardrove which Ikea had on display and then i just modifications to it, starting from the door, to the shelves and the shoe racks and etc. I reckon the only thing i didn't change was the frame itself and the colour! =P hehehe Other than that not much has happened.

On a different note, dont you just hate it when you can't find the answers you want or even worse you can't even find an answer at all. Your mind and the answers you want change to how you feel and what your mood is like! Its so stupid because a change in mood only causes confusion and that just drives me insane! i dont know what to do because of this confusion and i just wish someone or something can give me the answer i want and need!

Well for now im just being a sheep and following, rather than acting and deciding on my own. Its like what a few of us who are in the same or similar boat would say and do, "go with the flow" {lol, right sandy? *wink wink, nudge nudge*} nyhow i do wish i could decide what i want. Part of me says yes i do want i want [if that makes sense *raises eye brow*] and the longer it is, the happier i'll be but another part says that there is no point bcos i expect that it would be no different to the others and thus it would result in the same outcome.

ahhh im going insane, and this thing has been dragged on for ages! i want all of this to come to a hault and a final answer or in other words decision would pop up. A decision which makes sense and one which i can stick to! Underneath all those deep layers, i admit, i really want to stick to THAT particular decision but its everything else and A LOT other things (inclusive of my gut feeling) which have greatly influenced THAT decision. When can i confirm that particular decision? *sigh* but then again, i guess there is always a reason for everything, whateva that reason may be. . .